Day 59

Woo to the hoo!!!

(Oh my gaaawwwsh, I just cringed at myself.)

My impatience has given way to raving mad anxiety.

Seriously.  I almost hyperventilated and threw up when I was talking to my mom today.

I got the email I have been waiting for, asking me to come in and read for the director on Thursday!  AMAZING!  Here's the catch, and it is a big one, it is for the role of the "dancer" I told you about.  I am keeping my fingers crossed that I can just bat my eyes (does anyone really do that?) and say pretty please, and maybe they'll forget all about this "dancer" role and let me read for the other one I want.

I'm hoping.

And praying.

But just in case I am memorizing the "dancer" (are you as sick of seeing that word as me yet?) scene as well, and being at my all time preparedness.  (Side note, I waited to see if preparedness was even a word when I typed it.  I thought for sure spell check would be underlining that one.)

I woke up at 545am to go running today.  I am still full of energy (or maybe anxious nerves) propelling me forward.  It was strange and kind of fun running that early.  I did get tired about halfway through today, but told myself if I wanted to be fit and look good, I must push through.

That lasted all of two minutes before I took a thirty second break to walk.

But I did it, and am looking forward to creating a routine of early morning running.  It feels nice to have completed it, and it definitely has a huge impact on my food choices for the day.

Now I am off to study and memorize and get into a "dancer" (sorry I had to just one more time) mentality.

Oh and if I get said "dancer" role, none of you will ever be allowed to see it.  Especially you Dad.